"I told you to forget it because I'm laying shit on you that you don't need to deal with. It's my bullshit family drama to work through and I felt bad for rambling on about it. Hence the forget about it because you shouldn't have to listen to me bitch."

His tones are sharp, as brittle as he feels.

"But if this is just going to be me trying even if I'm getting it wrong and you constantly calling me names, then I don't know what else I'm supposed to do because I really don't have the emotional strength right now for this."

He's coping with family and the aftermath of Jesse, and what the hell he's even doing with Jesse because he can't keep him in a coma forever, and waiting for this to fall apart and to be single again before he was even not actually single with Manes, and the constant turmoil because after Caulfield before things went to Hell and the cabin and now this, he just isn't sure what to do anymore.