I want to skip to the part where I've already forgotten about this.
( nick has annoyingly complex feelings on all things mind and memory, frankly. most of the time it isn't an issue, but moments like now, he'd rather be the type of person that was happy to just get their memory altered. it'd be simple to just wipe the whole thing — but even as the thought appeals to him, the idea makes his skin crawl.
there's really no winning, here.
he sighs as he loosens a hand around kyle's shoulders, slides it around until his palm rests over kyle's cheek instead. )
I don't want to... ( he trails off, a vague sense of tension in the words even if his body is significantly more relaxed. he leans up again, watching kyle and his reactions carefully for a moment for any kind of issue before he leans in again. pressing another soft kiss, this time to the corner of kyle's mouth. ) I just want this, for now. That's all.
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( nick has annoyingly complex feelings on all things mind and memory, frankly. most of the time it isn't an issue, but moments like now, he'd rather be the type of person that was happy to just get their memory altered. it'd be simple to just wipe the whole thing — but even as the thought appeals to him, the idea makes his skin crawl.
there's really no winning, here.
he sighs as he loosens a hand around kyle's shoulders, slides it around until his palm rests over kyle's cheek instead. )
I don't want to... ( he trails off, a vague sense of tension in the words even if his body is significantly more relaxed. he leans up again, watching kyle and his reactions carefully for a moment for any kind of issue before he leans in again. pressing another soft kiss, this time to the corner of kyle's mouth. ) I just want this, for now. That's all.