[ He has reasons to think that isn't always a good thing but he's not really sure about talking about them right now either. ]
These days you never know what I have in my blood.
[ It's a bad joke but it's also true that from all the things he still feels and has in his head from months ago, he finds himself feeling that way about some. He just has a cool enough head to remind himself he doesn't get to be that way. ]
I'm trying to focus on that and not let myself feel the other things and let it hurt me. All I can do is focus on is him.
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These days you never know what I have in my blood.
[ It's a bad joke but it's also true that from all the things he still feels and has in his head from months ago, he finds himself feeling that way about some. He just has a cool enough head to remind himself he doesn't get to be that way. ]
I'm trying to focus on that and not let myself feel the other things and let it hurt me. All I can do is focus on is him.