[ Kyle may not know what was on that video, but pieces and horrible thoughts are coming to him and so he's being as careful as he can be as he follows Nick and slides up onto the bed.

Moving slowly to curl up on the bed next to him. Not pressing in too close, leaving space but laying so that if Nick wants to, he can move in closer to him as he slides his arm over his waist.

Not sad things. That does make it hard, because so many good things in his life also makes him think about horrible things as well. ]

I went to school at University of Michigan. I was on a football scholarship as a quarterback. And my first season, I screwed up my knee.

Which is not sad. [ He rushes to add that. ] Because I switched to medicine and realized how much I love being a doctor. I like being able to help people.