Funnily enough, I do know that, but it's kinda in my actual diagnosis to not be able to do so easily. My doc and I were working on it, with limited success.
I can see how it would be. [Thought, really, he'd have been far better suited to being a Submissive here, if he'd had someone he trusted. Turning his life over to someone else to run had to make it better than he managed on his own. Except...basically doing that with Miles had led to mostly badness.]
Thank you. I don't know that I've ever been able to see myself to "healthy," but healthier would be nice. Maybe a new doc will have a new perspective.
Listen - I need you to be there for Alex through this. He's not taking it well, and is trying to blame himself, and poked me until I said some atuff I've been lying about to not upset him. I'm new to this putting someone else's needs above my own, and that seems to require *not* being honest about how I feel. But he needs to not blame himself. I'm trying to make sure he has what he needs to be happy; I've just realized I can't do that on my own, that I need help. But that's due to my deep-seated psychological issues, not because he did anything wrong. So, please...don't let him wallow?
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I can see how it would be. [Thought, really, he'd have been far better suited to being a Submissive here, if he'd had someone he trusted. Turning his life over to someone else to run had to make it better than he managed on his own. Except...basically doing that with Miles had led to mostly badness.]
Thank you. I don't know that I've ever been able to see myself to "healthy," but healthier would be nice. Maybe a new doc will have a new perspective.
Listen - I need you to be there for Alex through this. He's not taking it well, and is trying to blame himself, and poked me until I said some atuff I've been lying about to not upset him. I'm new to this putting someone else's needs above my own, and that seems to require *not* being honest about how I feel. But he needs to not blame himself. I'm trying to make sure he has what he needs to be happy; I've just realized I can't do that on my own, that I need help. But that's due to my deep-seated psychological issues, not because he did anything wrong. So, please...don't let him wallow?