I won't tell you that I understand. I won't lie to you and tell me I'm not scared either.

[ Normally he would hide all of this out of fear but he can't hold on to Nick by hiding how he feels. He did that and had nearly lost him. If he wants their side of things to healthy, they both have things they have to work on. ]

I also know what happened on that video was no more his choice than it was yours. I can't say that makes me okay with things, but I don't see him as a bad guy for things he had no control over. Okay?

I just... I worry about you. While I think I'm the best decision you've ever made? Sometimes... Your decisions aren't the best.