God, no. Not...that. Twinks and bears, porn categories. No one's asking anyone to be brutalized.

( this is rapidly becoming a much less casual conversation than nick had anticipated when he'd brought it up. and really, he probably could have anticipated this, if he'd put some serious thought into the matter, but nick hadn't.

it's hardly the first time that has happened, but he's not normally making such an effort to actually talk about things. it was a lot easier when his response to conversations he wasn't prepared for could be to just walk out of the room, actually. )

I'm not...we're not recreating anything. It's not even going to just be me and Logan. And I don't think about that shit when I'm with him, you know.