No, Kyle, not to do with you at all, I came to you likely cause there was still ground to settle between us. You proved you're beyond trustworthy when you could've taken advantage, I'm not fussed at all with what happened with us.
[They were fine.]
And truth told, I might need that sort of thing more often than I allow myself, but letting that control go is difficult to decide on even with those I might trust with me for it, so please don't think it's a you thing.
[Had that been it? Had he been so desperate to let go of control for a time that, in his lowered inhibitions, he'd decided to with some stranger? If so, then why couldn't he remember? It just didn't sit right still.]
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No, Kyle, not to do with you at all, I came to you likely cause there was still ground to settle between us. You proved you're beyond trustworthy when you could've taken advantage, I'm not fussed at all with what happened with us.
[They were fine.]
And truth told, I might need that sort of thing more often than I allow myself, but letting that control go is difficult to decide on even with those I might trust with me for it, so please don't think it's a you thing.
[Had that been it? Had he been so desperate to let go of control for a time that, in his lowered inhibitions, he'd decided to with some stranger? If so, then why couldn't he remember? It just didn't sit right still.]