[Kyle says 'you don't have to talk about it and Chris, coward that he sometimes was, took the option. Maybe he'd try again later...maybe not. It just felt...selfish and he knows he's selfish, gods does he know it, but this is a step too far even for him to swallow.
He came to Kyle because he was pulling in on himself, because he was retreating from those he cared for -Kyle included- and it had slapped his hand how he'd deserved. So he was trying. Because Nate said 'talk to someone' and Chris practically choked on the idea, but Kyle was patient and understanding.
And not the right person to talk to when Chris would sit there whining about feeling wrong or fake or dead and Kyle was an actual undead. It pours enough disgust into him, Chris' next drink is swallowed down and refilled before he can respond. It's so much easier to just focus on this, at least.]
Would you want to try again? Now that's just you? For your own purposes and desires. Could keep you company for it in case it's too much...but figure, if you're bound to this life forever, shouldn't you know the corners of it?
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He came to Kyle because he was pulling in on himself, because he was retreating from those he cared for -Kyle included- and it had slapped his hand how he'd deserved. So he was trying. Because Nate said 'talk to someone' and Chris practically choked on the idea, but Kyle was patient and understanding.
And not the right person to talk to when Chris would sit there whining about feeling wrong or fake or dead and Kyle was an actual undead. It pours enough disgust into him, Chris' next drink is swallowed down and refilled before he can respond. It's so much easier to just focus on this, at least.]
Would you want to try again? Now that's just you? For your own purposes and desires. Could keep you company for it in case it's too much...but figure, if you're bound to this life forever, shouldn't you know the corners of it?