I'm not talking about it much but... I was terrified that if I got too hungry my switch would flip. Maybe with the magic workings and all, it really is stuck in place. I hope so.
I know I didn't force you. No one can force you. And on that I know for certain more than many. You would hurt yourself to keep me from starving, and even if it's to protect others, you call yourself not a nice person. I think we have different definitions of that then.
I didn't want pain. I just wasn't going to fight him. I wasn't going to push him away and let him take that as me attacking him. Maybe I wanted to be punished for thinking I was hurting you and others, but also I know how to not keep a fight going. I'm good for bad ways of ending fights not encouraging them.
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I know I didn't force you. No one can force you. And on that I know for certain more than many.
You would hurt yourself to keep me from starving, and even if it's to protect others, you call yourself not a nice person.
I think we have different definitions of that then.
I didn't want pain. I just wasn't going to fight him. I wasn't going to push him away and let him take that as me attacking him. Maybe I wanted to be punished for thinking I was hurting you and others, but also I know how to not keep a fight going.
I'm good for bad ways of ending fights not encouraging them.