I really think I do. It wasn't that I wasn't starving, but I was controlling it. Even around others who were injured. Maybe I'm getting a handle on this without having to worry.
I don't feel at odds with him, Chris. I don't even blame him for his reaction. He cares about you and who can blame him for being upset? If I don't open the door, then it can't be used to tell me to stay away from you.
I'm still amazed we've gotten where we have and I don't want to lose that. Or make things difficult for you. We'll see though, okay? I'm not saying no.
Want to know the sad thing? I tell those that don't feed fresh that it's really no different, because I don't use the anticoagulants that many of them are used to blood bank blood having.
It's not true though. It's very different. I just hadn't sustained on bagged blood since I was made and hadn't remembered. I miss it being part of my friendships and intimacies. Even in this short time.
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I don't feel at odds with him, Chris. I don't even blame him for his reaction. He cares about you and who can blame him for being upset?
If I don't open the door, then it can't be used to tell me to stay away from you.
I'm still amazed we've gotten where we have and I don't want to lose that. Or make things difficult for you.
We'll see though, okay? I'm not saying no.
Want to know the sad thing? I tell those that don't feed fresh that it's really no different, because I don't use the anticoagulants that many of them are used to blood bank blood having.
It's not true though. It's very different. I just hadn't sustained on bagged blood since I was made and hadn't remembered. I miss it being part of my friendships and intimacies. Even in this short time.