You can stop this controlling dom narrative you've got in your head about Jon any time now.
He would never order me to stay away from anyone and you put too much weight into the possibility he would try to control my social circle at all. He won't. End of story. Stop feeling sorry for yourself on that front and turning him to something he's not.
I'll abide by that no better than the times you sit there thinking you're some monster.
You don't want to drink from the bags? Don't. You want to put that intimacy back into your life? Then do it. You know you have control, you just said it felt proven to you. No one's in danger here, no one's going to offer out of some sense of obligation, allow yourself some normalcy, lovely. It's your choice to take back your life.
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You can stop this controlling dom narrative you've got in your head about Jon any time now.
He would never order me to stay away from anyone and you put too much weight into the possibility he would try to control my social circle at all.
He won't. End of story. Stop feeling sorry for yourself on that front and turning him to something he's not.
I'll abide by that no better than the times you sit there thinking you're some monster.
You don't want to drink from the bags? Don't. You want to put that intimacy back into your life? Then do it. You know you have control, you just said it felt proven to you. No one's in danger here, no one's going to offer out of some sense of obligation, allow yourself some normalcy, lovely. It's your choice to take back your life.