I trust you, Chris, and I believe you. It still hurt, and more than that it struck a nerve. One that is hard for me to let go of that fear. Because as long as I remember what he was like, I'll know I won't become that person.
If you've found a way to let go of that fear, please tell me. I mean it. I refuse to use magic for all of it, though I'm working through those means too. At the very least of getting all of Elijah's cursed damned memories of his entire life and death out of my head. Maybe it's a start. Maybe it won't do anything. I don't know. I just have to try.
I understand it. I just don't know how to make it reality. How do we let them go?I
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It still hurt, and more than that it struck a nerve. One that is hard for me to let go of that fear. Because as long as I remember what he was like, I'll know I won't become that person.
If you've found a way to let go of that fear, please tell me. I mean it. I refuse to use magic for all of it, though I'm working through those means too. At the very least of getting all of Elijah's cursed damned memories of his entire life and death out of my head.
Maybe it's a start. Maybe it won't do anything. I don't know. I just have to try.
I understand it. I just don't know how to make it reality. How do we let them go?I