drmcsexy: (Oh and I know that you got mine)
ᴅᴏᴄᴛᴏʀ ᴋʏʟᴇ ᴠᴀʟᴇɴᴛɪ ([personal profile] drmcsexy) wrote 2022-10-24 01:13 pm (UTC)

The time we were together, I forgot that. I went along with things, and threw myself into so much and I still am working out what were things I liked and what was what I went along because he wanted it and he suggested it.

But I'm learning, and I'm learning not to judge those things I enjoy off of him either.

I think the hardest part for me is that I think I was kind to myself, indulged in what I wanted and it caused so many issues and I worry it will happen again. I think I spend so much time not letting it happen again, I forget the parts where I have the right to indulge in what I want, even if others don't like it.


[ It was something he still reminded himself about Elijah and that he needs to remind himself in this moment. Yes he had made some questionable choices but the reasons behind them and the choice itself does not reflect on him as a person.]

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