Well. For a start: I'd be happy to try that with you, I happen to like pain quite a bit, both giving and receiving and I've measures to make sure no one goes too far. As you like.
And I highly doubt this is from him. Maybe he opened the door for you, but your tastes are yours alone. You can be influenced, but if you're not interested in something outside of drugs, nothing will change your mind about being interested in it.
He sounds exactly like a manipulative jackass. They see in you what you need most and offer it palm open, all the while holding the other hand back to strike when you're at your weakest and most vulnerable. As soon as you step out of the lines you didn't notice them drawing.
You're free of that now and learning more each day. Take pride in that, even on the days that feel nearly impossible.
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And I highly doubt this is from him. Maybe he opened the door for you, but your tastes are yours alone. You can be influenced, but if you're not interested in something outside of drugs, nothing will change your mind about being interested in it.
He sounds exactly like a manipulative jackass. They see in you what you need most and offer it palm open, all the while holding the other hand back to strike when you're at your weakest and most vulnerable. As soon as you step out of the lines you didn't notice them drawing.
You're free of that now and learning more each day. Take pride in that, even on the days that feel nearly impossible.