I didn't until now. Because how can you say you trust me when I'm the example you used, Alex.
And how can I trust that it won't happen again. Or that you even don't see me the same if you say you could still love me like that? I hate the boy I was and you could still love him just because that's how you love, not who I am but I'm the worst example you could use. I have done so much to bind myself to ensure I never hurt someone because of what I am but you would still love me if I did the worse.
That's scary, Alex. I don't know what to think. Especially being in the same boat in your mind as your dad.
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And how can I trust that it won't happen again. Or that you even don't see me the same if you say you could still love me like that? I hate the boy I was and you could still love him just because that's how you love, not who I am but I'm the worst example you could use. I have done so much to bind myself to ensure I never hurt someone because of what I am but you would still love me if I did the worse.
That's scary, Alex. I don't know what to think. Especially being in the same boat in your mind as your dad.