[ Kyle has learned through the years that so many don't push him. They accept what he'll do for others and he knows part of it is because those that he does these things for benefit from it, but because he makes it clear he's not really open to changing. He never thinks about their benefit, because in the end it's just that he would never be that asshole, the homophobic monster who had ruined Alex's life for years.
Not only has he changed but he's never letting that become who he is again. Even if he knows his sire's family and many of their line willingly sink into the monsters they can be. He won't let that be him though.
So for Charles to push, to give him that look, it twists something up inside of him. That Charles pushes him but listens reminds him a bit of Michael, but also brings up a sensation of being cared for. Not just loved, but taken care of.
He smiles though at that pause and then younger. It's easy not to face it, even if they're both aware. Kyle is fairly certain he was slightly older than Charles at the time they each were turned, but they look around the same age, about the same generation... if one didn't know the truth and the years between the time when they had both been that age. ]
Why did you do it? What made you make those choices?
[ He knows vague things about Charles' life and the time he's from, but he wants to know. Every day he finds himself wanting to know more about him.
And maybe how it echoes or lines up with his life and choices. ]
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Not only has he changed but he's never letting that become who he is again. Even if he knows his sire's family and many of their line willingly sink into the monsters they can be. He won't let that be him though.
So for Charles to push, to give him that look, it twists something up inside of him. That Charles pushes him but listens reminds him a bit of Michael, but also brings up a sensation of being cared for. Not just loved, but taken care of.
He smiles though at that pause and then younger. It's easy not to face it, even if they're both aware. Kyle is fairly certain he was slightly older than Charles at the time they each were turned, but they look around the same age, about the same generation... if one didn't know the truth and the years between the time when they had both been that age. ]
Why did you do it? What made you make those choices?
[ He knows vague things about Charles' life and the time he's from, but he wants to know. Every day he finds himself wanting to know more about him.
And maybe how it echoes or lines up with his life and choices. ]