[ Kyle doesn't answer right away, considering that and what he is feeling in that moment. Except he knows how it all comes back to where this conversation started and that means addressing things he doesn't. Or is flippant about when he does. ]

It's less that than me not knowing my true feelings on it all. Death... it's something really twisted up for me. So... maybe I'm changing the subject because I don't know if my reactions are normal. Or true even.

And it's... no one's really ever called me on that. Maybe sadly.