Alex covered Kyle's mouth with his after that. He was trying his damndest not to think, not about what he'd seen today with Michael, not about what Kyle had told him earlier in the day, and definitely not about what Kyle was saying here and now. Thinking would mean feeling the impact of those words and the fact that Kyle wanted him. No, needed him, and that didn't sound like two guys getting each other off because it'd been a stressful day. His emotions were already all over the place. If he were let himself think about this... No.

So he focused on the kiss and on the feel of Kyle's cock in his hand and on the way that Kyle's hand was making him feel. His strokes were strong but slow. He wasn't in any hurry to get to the next part of this, where there were thoughts and memories and all the bullshit that went with the after.

If he could just come and make Kyle come and then sleep and pretend this day had never happened, that would be good. That would be the best outcome.