His heart twisted because that, that look right there had been another sign that he should stop this before it really got started. It was a sign that there might be feelings involved and how fucked up would it be if this were Kyle's first time with a guy? How fucked up was it that this was Kyle in the first place?

But then Kyle was kissing him, really kissing him and all Alex had it in him to do was lean back and roll his hips up and pretend like this was some random hookup and not Kyle fucking Valenti, the first person he'd ever had a crush on long before Michael showed up and twisted his world sideways.

He slid his hands over Kyle's ass to pull him closer and start a slow rock that was a perfect counterpoint to their frenzied kisses.