It feels crazy to be the age he is and suffering the amount of nervousness that is overwhelming him with being with another person. He rarely second guesses himself in a sexual situation but this isn't just any lover. This is Alex Manes, a fantasy he's pretended he hasn't held for years, and now he has a chance. Maybe just the one night, but that's all he needs or desires.

Or so he tells himself. For now though he just focusing on here and now and Alex.

"That's a start," he murmurs, brushing a soft kiss to Alex's mouth as he lets himself be drawn down onto the bed with Alex. Settling in against him with a groan, shifting slightly to the side to let him run a hand over Alex's stomach, teasing along the waistband of his pants as Kyle's mouth glides over his neck, kissing and nuzzling along his throat. Savoring the slight roughness, the taste of salt on his skin as Kyle's tongue darts out and over Alex's pulsepoint.