[ Despite their teasing and flirting, Kyle has never truly thought about Alex having any kind of feelings for him beyond friendship. A lot of that comes from feeling certain that Alex will never believe in him or trust him again. Not like maybe he once had.
So for Alex to make that admission stops Kyle for a moment. But he gathers himself before typing back. ]
That's only a problem if you would rather not have those feelings. Not that anyone would blame you if you didn't want to feel that way.
Thank you though. I'm trying not to. Maybe he'll change his mind but we'll see. It's just painful even if I know I don't always deserve the happiness I want.
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So for Alex to make that admission stops Kyle for a moment. But he gathers himself before typing back. ]
That's only a problem if you would rather not have those feelings. Not that anyone would blame you if you didn't want to feel that way.
Thank you though. I'm trying not to. Maybe he'll change his mind but we'll see. It's just painful even if I know I don't always deserve the happiness I want.