I'm glad to be getting back to it. I need that focus.
I guess. I don't know what to think. He's doing things for me and being kind and I don't get it. He wasn't here for me and I never required that in the contract.
It's what I would do, so I get that. I just don't want him feeling he has to. I would have taken the contract to help anyone.
I... I don't know. He deserves someone that hasn't attacked him, and I would guess he would find someone that would contract them both. I mean, it's what I would do in his place. So I don't know what's going to happen.
He got as caught up in all of this as anyone, and not his fault this place made him love the man I thought I would be with forever or anything else that happened. That wasn't his fault.
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Living back at home. Marcus and I have talked. I'm going to talk to the supervisor at Haven about going back to work.
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You and Marcus, you're okay?
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I guess. I don't know what to think. He's doing things for me and being kind and I don't get it. He wasn't here for me and I never required that in the contract.
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You gonna stick with him after the 3 months are up?
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I... I don't know. He deserves someone that hasn't attacked him, and I would guess he would find someone that would contract them both. I mean, it's what I would do in his place. So I don't know what's going to happen.
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And not in that making sure I don't hurt him kind of way.
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He got as caught up in all of this as anyone, and not his fault this place made him love the man I thought I would be with forever or anything else that happened. That wasn't his fault.
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Yeah, but that doesn't make it less awkward as fuck, Kyle.
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Now there's not much to do about it but try and make things easy for the time being.
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Pretty sure I can convince him to leave.
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What I'm here for.