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Well well. Go you. I mean, you say shoved but are you complaining? Really?

Determine now what you want from a submissive. If you just want a contract to keep them off your ass, that's easier. Would you rather a friend? Someone for quota? Which would you prefer?

You're not the first one I know that got this happening to them. Wonder what's up.

Ya. Well. It's like studying for algebra, and then bam, oops, we're actually doing the test on geometry.
Neither of which I was particularly good at, mind, even if I have a knack for numbers.

I dunno. I don't want anything. Didn't want to be Submissive and didn't want to be a Dominant. Just seems... weird.
So I guess... I mean, I don't need anyone on my ass.

A friend of mine.
Future friend I guess.
Was told he's changed as well.

That's... actually an apt analogy. Fair enough then. You're not in this alone though. You know that.

The same basics apply. Put everything in writing, make sure you do right by them. One thing is that you are in charge of their punishment, not the guards or the city.
It means you have more of a chance of protecting them from the insanity this place mets out.

My ex as well apparently according to a friend.
I've not heard of anyone going submissive from dominant though.

I thought so.
And I know.
It's just-
I mean, at least it's not a fiance trying to kill me. Just some contract between two adults.

[She just wishes her best friend in the whole of time and space actually knew her.]

So. Can you fake a punishment? Like oh, no, you are spanking me too hard, but you're not actually really putting much effort in to it?

Blimey.
Almost makes it sound like they don't got enough Dominants then.
Which is kinda foreboding.

Is that something you've had to worry about?
I nearly had it happen to me, but that's because of this place.

You might get away with it but you could also come up with punishments that aren't as well.
Chores. Behavioral things that aren't punishment. Make them cook for you. It's what you two deem punishment.
Though some citations say what the punishment is.

Except it has always seemed the other way. Submissives are sparse, many have several and you are jailed if you don't contract.

Only once?

So they're pretty liberal on the whole punishments thing then.
Not that it seems right...
Any of it.

Oh. Smashing.
Don't suppose there is some time out zone that everyone forgot to mention?

That he tried to kill me? Yeah.

None of this place is right, Donna. It's all bullshit. All you can do is try and make it work best for you.

Sadly no. That's part of this place. It wants you constantly on edge. I think so you don't look into things.

Not exactly... I mean, don't know the circumstances, but hell.

Guess I gotta figure out what that is.
Least the clock reset.

Ya, well, bloody brilliant at multi-tasking.
Although it would be a lot easier if there was a big sign.
Or some glowing goo.
A nefarious looking building...

Only one fiancé. Only happened the once. This place screwed with his head, and his body. Made him venomous to me.

When you figure it out, let me know if I can help.

Sometimes I think there is all of that. We just don't know what we're looking for.

Also, your life has been interesting, hasn't it?

I'm sorry that the both of you had to go through that.

When. If.
I will though.
Thanks.

So... Turn over every rock is what you're saying, because those are going to be a lot of rocks.

Sometimes...
Pretty normal until I met the Doctor.
Then it took a hard turn.
Not that I regret it.

Yeah, so am I. It only got worst from there, and now I can't see them any longer.

If it helps, I've never known anyone to get switched twice.

There's a ton of rocks. Plenty. They think it's amusing to put out even more.

That's the important part. That you don't regret it. How I feel right now with all the loss I've had lately.

Bollocks. That seems cruel.

So I am what I am now, maybe. Because who knows. Not like this place runs by any normal rules.

Until I start throwing the rocks at them.

No. I know I don't. Some moments that made me sad and will stick with me forever. Some moments that hurt and angered too, but... Gotta take it all, right?

That's the problem. Things are only that way until they change them again.

So accept this because worrying about it won't change if something is going to change or not?

You get yourself arrested and... I will likely bail you out.

There's really no other choice but to just accept it.

But when they change them, you'll never know how or what they'll change them to.

I was just starting to get used to the idea of living as a Submissive though. This better not be some messed up game of ping-pong with me as the ball, ending up who knows where.

Be joining suit with the Doctor it seems anyway, since he's apparently getting himself behind bars more than a few times.
And look at that, you sweetie.

Doesn't mean I have to like it......

Sadly, no. We really don't know. I'm sorry.

I can talk to a few people that I know who have been here longer than me. Two years and more. See if they've heard anything about it. I'll let you know.

I don't have unlimited funds you know. Just saying. But I'll be there for you.

You never have to like it. And you can bitch to me about it too. Promise.

Bit of a moot point atm. No one I know has disappeared, so... Guess I'll deal with it when it happens.

Thanks. I'd appreciate that. :)

LOL. Right. So... Once a month, max. Can't say I have any plans, at all, of ending up in prison.

It's a two way street though, right? I'm good at listening.

Any time. If there's anything I can help you with, I'll always try and be there.

Yeah, let's limit it to that. Anymore and can't promise I get there before someone else does.

[It's easy to joke about but then there's those that purchase people from the zoo and definitely have less than honorable plans for them.]

Two way street. Definitely. I'm trying to work on the connection and being friends with others thing again. Wasn't a great time for me entirely when I wasn't like that.

Thanks. And I mean that. Nice to know that ending up in a strange place doesn't mean people are just going to shoot at you or have a dog eat dog mentality.

Will be easier to get a job now anyway. I mean, without having someone vouch for me. And if I do do something stupid, then it's all on me anyway.

I mean, I'm also very good at giving people a kick in the ass, if they need/deserve one.

It's been kind of nice how that is. I expected the same, honestly. There's been a few, but not many.

What do you want to do here? Besides, go home.

I'll warn you. I often need that.

Mm. Get that. Sometimes people are out for themselves, but I've found a lot of people in my travels that actually are about helping. I mean, this place could be a lot worse is people actually took their designations seriously.

No idea. Temp worker back home. Spent months to years at jobs. Reception. Library. This and that. Liked it well enough. Got the social aspect of it when you're in an office.

I'll make sure to keep up my stretches then so I'm ready when needed.

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