[ He knows one day they'll have to talk about it. All of it. His time here. The things he's done. And Cain's death. All of it. One day. ]
I'm glad he's on his way. I've been texting him as well while I'm talking to Nick.
No, none of us should have to deal with this but this place doesn't care. So if I can do something for any of you, I will. I just want to take care of who I can of those I think of as my people.
Sorry, Deluca, you're one of them.
It's what I'm going to do. It just breaks my heart that anyone could hurt him. The city not the others hurt as well.
Oh no, poor me. Watched over by a Valenti. It's not like you've got a protective streak in your blood.
I know it hurts. And I know how helpless you must feel right now, because it wasn't in your power to stop it or to bring justice against those that did it. But like you said you do what you can to take care of yours.
[ That has to be enough. Until it isn't. But that's for another day, a day when they have a chance of breaking out of this place. ]
[ He has reasons to think that isn't always a good thing but he's not really sure about talking about them right now either. ]
These days you never know what I have in my blood.
[ It's a bad joke but it's also true that from all the things he still feels and has in his head from months ago, he finds himself feeling that way about some. He just has a cool enough head to remind himself he doesn't get to be that way. ]
I'm trying to focus on that and not let myself feel the other things and let it hurt me. All I can do is focus on is him.
[ It is a bad joke and were they face to face, Maria would have given him a look. Instead it's: ]
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Focus on him for now, but you gotta feel the rest. Just in a controlled space, a better environment. Stuffing it all down will make an explosion eventually.
I'm never going to let that happen. I swear. It's happened once and I'm not going to let that happen again. I swear. Just going to take care of those I can, anyway I can.
I hope you experience some of the better things like I have. There was a space station that was terrifying but amazing. Got to collect pirate treasure off the beach, though that led to my turning.
Even after all of this, I'm still trying to look at the positives here. I have an adopted sister who has been there for me for over a year. Guerin and I becoming such good friends. Being a vampire's not so bad.
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I'm glad he's on his way. I've been texting him as well while I'm talking to Nick.
No, none of us should have to deal with this but this place doesn't care. So if I can do something for any of you, I will. I just want to take care of who I can of those I think of as my people.
Sorry, Deluca, you're one of them.
It's what I'm going to do. It just breaks my heart that anyone could hurt him. The city not the others hurt as well.
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I know it hurts. And I know how helpless you must feel right now, because it wasn't in your power to stop it or to bring justice against those that did it. But like you said you do what you can to take care of yours.
[ That has to be enough. Until it isn't. But that's for another day, a day when they have a chance of breaking out of this place. ]
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These days you never know what I have in my blood.
[ It's a bad joke but it's also true that from all the things he still feels and has in his head from months ago, he finds himself feeling that way about some. He just has a cool enough head to remind himself he doesn't get to be that way. ]
I'm trying to focus on that and not let myself feel the other things and let it hurt me. All I can do is focus on is him.
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Focus on him for now, but you gotta feel the rest. Just in a controlled space, a better environment. Stuffing it all down will make an explosion eventually.
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I'm never going to let that happen. I swear. It's happened once and I'm not going to let that happen again. I swear. Just going to take care of those I can, anyway I can.
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That includes taking care of yourself. Swear you'll do that too.
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[ And he's just going to ignore the rest. The pain and loss and troubles he's been through. ]
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There was a space station that was terrifying but amazing.
Got to collect pirate treasure off the beach, though that led to my turning.
Even after all of this, I'm still trying to look at the positives here.
I have an adopted sister who has been there for me for over a year. Guerin and I becoming such good friends. Being a vampire's not so bad.