This world has introduced complications that I never could have imagined. It's unfair, deeply unfair, the amount that they put us through. I'm sorry that happened to you, but I'm glad to hear that you've found some peace.
Two different people? I can see the philosophical merit in that... Perhaps it is even entirely true. Who can say? There are so many very similar worlds, and there are even people here who have met doubles of themselves.
I'm always torn on this place. I've had reasons to want to stay here, but then I have to face how bad things truly are and how much worse they're getting all the time.
Thank you though. I really appreciate it.
It may not be true, but he's been made to forget everything from before so it might be either way but the end result is the same. I'll soldier on though.
Then you're torn for the same reasons I am, it seems. I am happy — as much as I am ever happy or have ever been happy, at least. I have found contentment here, and I've reunited with those who I love dearly. I have been fortunate, by and large.
And it is precisely that good fortune which makes me feel so terribly guilty that I cannot do more to help people in need. There are so many suffering here, and it makes any power I have as a Dominant feel like a mockery. Do you know what I mean?
That's how I feel. Even with the bad that I've been through, the things I've lost and the mistakes I made, the good things outweigh the bad. Knowing I'll lose it all if I leave makes me put up with everything about this place I can.
I know exactly what you mean. We can't make contracts strong enough to protect them, our control over that is only in that they want to let us take that control. They tell us to take this power, and then twist it to prove we don't have that control. I hate it. I really do. If they want me to take this position, then let me protect them as I see fit. Even from this place.
It's good to have someone that understands. All we can do is be there for one another, Louis. Help to do what we can to get through this and keep what we have.
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Two different people? I can see the philosophical merit in that... Perhaps it is even entirely true. Who can say? There are so many very similar worlds, and there are even people here who have met doubles of themselves.
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Thank you though. I really appreciate it.
It may not be true, but he's been made to forget everything from before so it might be either way but the end result is the same. I'll soldier on though.
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And it is precisely that good fortune which makes me feel so terribly guilty that I cannot do more to help people in need. There are so many suffering here, and it makes any power I have as a Dominant feel like a mockery. Do you know what I mean?
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I know exactly what you mean. We can't make contracts strong enough to protect them, our control over that is only in that they want to let us take that control. They tell us to take this power, and then twist it to prove we don't have that control. I hate it. I really do. If they want me to take this position, then let me protect them as I see fit. Even from this place.
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