Everything like what, Alex? We've all been through shit, and we're all still doing our best to be here for one another. Just because you've had a rough time doesn't mean that others who care about you aren't going to be there for you.
It's not even high school that haunts me sometimes. It's things after that. I don't think I don't deserve to be happy though. I just want to be a better person.
Thank you though. I'm trying to work on that. To let go what happened and not let it have anything to do with my life anymore.
There's a difference between being there for me and being in it with me. Like Guerin is. I think it's unfair for him to be in it and dealing with it, but he's stubborn like that.
I'm not going to pull anyone else I have feelings for into dealing directly with Bass's jealousy.
But leaning on friends for support? Of course I'm doing that.
I'm not sure I could say I know the difference or ever acted on it, but then I'm the guy that apparently was willing to give up my place at the hospital for the sake of Liz's love for another.
A combination of having had our time and neither of us looking to repeat that, and a lot of the time she was here I was being monogamous to the point of hiding away.
[ It didn't matter that he'd always love her, it just wouldn't have been right. ]
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It's not even high school that haunts me sometimes. It's things after that. I don't think I don't deserve to be happy though. I just want to be a better person.
Thank you though. I'm trying to work on that. To let go what happened and not let it have anything to do with my life anymore.
Thank you. I really appreciate it.
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I'm not going to pull anyone else I have feelings for into dealing directly with Bass's jealousy.
But leaning on friends for support? Of course I'm doing that.
You do deserve it, Kyle. Of course you do.
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I try and convince myself of that but thank you.
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[ It didn't matter that he'd always love her, it just wouldn't have been right. ]
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