( nick actually looks confused for a moment, as if it's some kind of stretch for kyle to have put that together. it's not that nick has forgotten, he couldn't, but he's spent so much time actively trying to separate logan from what happened in realignment that the presence of a camera in these weekend plans hadn't really set off alarm bells the way they clearly had with kyle. )
No, it's not— ( he frowns, lifting his head a little so that he can look at kyle properly. ) it's not a punishment, it's just...you know. Porn. I think there's been some suggestions we fit the bill for.
[ Because if someone is trying to get them to recreate Nick being used against his wishes for their own goddamn enjoyment, Kyle is realizing he has no trouble with hurting them. He should have a problem with that but he's not sure he does. ]
Because if they want you brutalized again, I don't even think I'm at the top of the list of people they're going to answer to.
[ Even if he can make sure he gets to them before anyone else. ]
I don't have a problem with you doing porn, okay? If that's what you get off on, you know I support that. I just... Have you even thought about being in front of a camera with him? Again?
God, no. Not...that. Twinks and bears, porn categories. No one's asking anyone to be brutalized.
( this is rapidly becoming a much less casual conversation than nick had anticipated when he'd brought it up. and really, he probably could have anticipated this, if he'd put some serious thought into the matter, but nick hadn't.
it's hardly the first time that has happened, but he's not normally making such an effort to actually talk about things. it was a lot easier when his response to conversations he wasn't prepared for could be to just walk out of the room, actually. )
I'm not...we're not recreating anything. It's not even going to just be me and Logan. And I don't think about that shit when I'm with him, you know.
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( nick actually looks confused for a moment, as if it's some kind of stretch for kyle to have put that together. it's not that nick has forgotten, he couldn't, but he's spent so much time actively trying to separate logan from what happened in realignment that the presence of a camera in these weekend plans hadn't really set off alarm bells the way they clearly had with kyle. )
No, it's not— ( he frowns, lifting his head a little so that he can look at kyle properly. ) it's not a punishment, it's just...you know. Porn. I think there's been some suggestions we fit the bill for.
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[ Because if someone is trying to get them to recreate Nick being used against his wishes for their own goddamn enjoyment, Kyle is realizing he has no trouble with hurting them. He should have a problem with that but he's not sure he does. ]
Because if they want you brutalized again, I don't even think I'm at the top of the list of people they're going to answer to.
[ Even if he can make sure he gets to them before anyone else. ]
I don't have a problem with you doing porn, okay? If that's what you get off on, you know I support that. I just... Have you even thought about being in front of a camera with him? Again?
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( this is rapidly becoming a much less casual conversation than nick had anticipated when he'd brought it up. and really, he probably could have anticipated this, if he'd put some serious thought into the matter, but nick hadn't.
it's hardly the first time that has happened, but he's not normally making such an effort to actually talk about things. it was a lot easier when his response to conversations he wasn't prepared for could be to just walk out of the room, actually. )
I'm not...we're not recreating anything. It's not even going to just be me and Logan. And I don't think about that shit when I'm with him, you know.