yeah some guy did the same. he seems real cut up about it but idk, maybe i'll be more bothered when i remember.
i havent looked at much. i poked around the pictures a bit but thats about it, it all started to feel a bit weird? idk. the whole thing is really confusing. everyone seems pretty sure we'll get our memories back tho
Probably the same person. He said it was something about a curse.
Friends have told me things I don't even know how to process. I keep thinking I'm going to wake up and this is all going to be a dream. Not even a nightmare, except for the horrific parts.
[ But he's not alone, and there isn't that hollowness within. Is it worth it? He's wondering despite the bad parts. ]
I hope we do. I really do. Until then? If you need anything, let ne know? Don't let this place get you in trouble.
do you think it's better learning about all this stuff we don't remember? or just...waiting
( there's a huge elephant in the room, at least for nick, and he doesn't know whether to address it. actually he knows that he doesn't, but it still keeps eating at him anyway, because nick has spent years being extremely anti-relationship, anti commitment, anti feelings. but here--
well. apparently something has changed. )
that friend of yours. michael? he told me something. about us i mean.
( there's a lot of ways he wants to respond to that, and he's also sort of considering not responding at all. it's just--weird. kyle is hot, sure, but hot alone doesn't match up with some of the things he's seen on his brief dig, before nick had to stop.
it's not even the gratuitous abs shots that made him feel uncomfortable, it's the pictures of the soft moments. stupid selfies with the pets roaming into the shot and a look on nick's face that he has never seen on himself before. the candid snaps of kyle walking through the kitchen, like this is normal for them. it's the way he could see the casual affection, so clearly.
it had been around there that nick had decided that he wouldn't dig through the device any more, but he keeps thinking about it all the same. )
i mean, youre the one that knows him. is there any way your friend could be mistaken? like maybe he just thinks we're together or w/e
[ Wandering the house it's easy for Kyle to see. The three of them live there happily. He sees it in the clothes laying around, the mingling of things everywhere.
And he's seen it on the device. He couldn't go from feeling so alone at home to seeing those pictures on the device and not long for it.
Even if he's not certain he's ever going to have it again. Though Nick has reached out to him, and it brings with it hope... and trying to ignore the fears. ]
When I left home, he wasn't a friend. We knew one another but he didn't like me.
So No. That's not it. He's telling us what he knows and he's seen.
[ There's a long moment before he sends the next word. It really seems obvious that Nick isn't happy about this given how long he's stayed away. ]
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i havent looked at much. i poked around the pictures a bit but thats about it, it all started to feel a bit weird?
idk. the whole thing is really confusing. everyone seems pretty sure we'll get our memories back tho
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Friends have told me things I don't even know how to process. I keep thinking I'm going to wake up and this is all going to be a dream.
Not even a nightmare, except for the horrific parts.
[ But he's not alone, and there isn't that hollowness within. Is it worth it? He's wondering despite the bad parts. ]
I hope we do. I really do.
Until then? If you need anything, let ne know? Don't let this place get you in trouble.
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( there's a huge elephant in the room, at least for nick, and he doesn't know whether to address it. actually he knows that he doesn't, but it still keeps eating at him anyway, because nick has spent years being extremely anti-relationship, anti commitment, anti feelings. but here--
well. apparently something has changed. )
that friend of yours. michael? he told me something. about us i mean.
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[ Like that thing Nick is talking about. ]
He talked to me about the same thing and that you probably weren't sure about that. It's okay. You don't know me.
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it's not even the gratuitous abs shots that made him feel uncomfortable, it's the pictures of the soft moments. stupid selfies with the pets roaming into the shot and a look on nick's face that he has never seen on himself before. the candid snaps of kyle walking through the kitchen, like this is normal for them. it's the way he could see the casual affection, so clearly.
it had been around there that nick had decided that he wouldn't dig through the device any more, but he keeps thinking about it all the same. )
i mean, youre the one that knows him. is there any way your friend could be mistaken? like maybe he just thinks we're together or w/e
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And he's seen it on the device. He couldn't go from feeling so alone at home to seeing those pictures on the device and not long for it.
Even if he's not certain he's ever going to have it again. Though Nick has reached out to him, and it brings with it hope... and trying to ignore the fears. ]
When I left home, he wasn't a friend. We knew one another but he didn't like me.
So No. That's not it. He's telling us what he knows and he's seen.
[ There's a long moment before he sends the next word. It really seems obvious that Nick isn't happy about this given how long he's stayed away. ]
Sorry.
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its just
really weird idk i cant get my head around it
i dont date yknow?
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It's okay. Really.
Just if you need anything, or have any questions.
Even if it's weird. Just let me know.