No, you haven't. It's more my own insecurities, if that makes sense. I don't want to upset anyone ever, even if there's no actual reason they would be upset.
And I get it, really. On both points. I just know some people handle things here differently, especially in terms of communication, so I'm learning, I guess.
Understandable, I guess, but I would be the first to tell you that is impossible. You just have to be true to yourself, Barry. You're a good man.
I just never want someone to think I'm being possessive or have any right to tell others who or what they can or can't do. Best friends, boyfriends, even those I'm contracted with. Except maybe patients. I kind of want them to do what I say but that's another story.
If you and Alex find ways to make this place easier on you both, good. Whatever works to help us all get through this.
Oh uh, I don't know if you experienced the whole sharing a heartbeat/thoughts with another person thing, but Sara and I did and having a speedster heartbeat was too much for a normal human to handle. Killing me stopped it. I woke up a few days later, and at least I didn't lose my memories this time.
We're fine physically, but mentally...I don't know. I'm more worried about the fact that she feels like she can't be around me now, and trying to give her the space she needs, but still worrying.
Try texting her regularly? Just little things going on so she knows that all is good? Dying here isn't easy on anyone but I feel for those put in that position.
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And I get it, really. On both points. I just know some people handle things here differently, especially in terms of communication, so I'm learning, I guess.
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I just never want someone to think I'm being possessive or have any right to tell others who or what they can or can't do. Best friends, boyfriends, even those I'm contracted with.
Except maybe patients. I kind of want them to do what I say but that's another story.
If you and Alex find ways to make this place easier on you both, good. Whatever works to help us all get through this.
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Patients is fair game I think. ;) But I'm glad to have that settled.
I hope so. We haven't actually had a talk about what happened yet but I really like him.
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Then perhaps you should have that talk. He's a good man, and so are you.
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Here's hoping I don't let my nerves talk me out of it. :)
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I'm so sorry. Is she okay? Are you?
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I admit, I'm thankful I haven't been.
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