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[personal profile] emikaelson 2020-06-01 06:06 am (UTC)(link)
Normally Elijah might be chided over being called baby, but not tonight. Tonight he just sits there, legs pulled up, arms wrapped around him in a position he rarely ever find himself in with tears streaming down his face. He doesn't know exactly how or where to start. Instead he just reaches out and grabs hold of Kyle and wraps him in an impossibly tight embrace, forgetting for half a second that he has inhuman strength before relaxing enough so that his beloved can breathe and allowing the other hold him back.

"Hope... She couldn't help it. The truth." He paused, and bit his lip until it bled, trying to hold back the tears that choked his throat and threatened to overwhelm him, threatened to take the clear-headed, rational Elijah away.

"Dead. We're all dead. When she's from. Hayley. Klaus and I. We're all dead, and she doesn't want me to tell you, but I can't not, Kyle, how can I keep it from you, and then she said I betrayed the family before, with someone named Antoinette. I don't even know who that is, or why I would ever choose her over the family, but that must be why Hayley was so upset with me. I picked her over Hayley, and then Hayley dies, and for some reason Klaus and I kill ourselves, or each other, and are okay with leaving Hope. Just why Kyle, why would I ever do that?" The words pour out of Elijah in a massive messed up tumble, falling like the rain from his face, between sobs, and end on what sounds like a plea, because he can't believe at this stage in his life that he'd ever do anything like that, especially sitting here wrapped up like this, in the life that he's found.
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[personal profile] emikaelson 2020-06-01 04:08 pm (UTC)(link)
"No Kyle.." He pulls back a little and looks him in the eyes, trying to escape the worst of the sobs so that he can be serious enough for Kyle to understand exactly what Hope said.

"She said that Klaus and I chose to do it. That we were ready to.. That it was... fine How could I pick death over life? I know that life without Hayley at the time would be horrible, but I don't understand. Why would I pick to die? Why would Klaus die. I know I couldn't live without him. Not in any world could I ever live without him." And that's the truth, there. He said it aloud to Kyle because of the bite. It was the truth, even with Kyle and all they shared, Klaus was his brother, the one that he'd been tangled up in for a thousand years.

Maybe in another few years with Kyle, Elijah might make another choice, but for now, there was no life without his brother. He was intimate family, they shared things on another level that no one in this life or any other could ever understand. Elijah had literally lived for Klaus's redemption for as long as he could remember, and Kyle actually had to already know that-- sharing Elijah's memories as he did. It was a painful truth, and not one that he'd admitted before.

"Kyle, oh god, Kyle. I love you. Please, baby. I'm sorry. You know how much I love you, and I can't live without you either. You know that, right? Maybe it's good that I die when I go home, because I won't have to live without you." Elijah's tears still run down his face, but he's stopped sobbing for now. Just exhausted from too many truths. He's got far too many years of them, and they are all terrible it seems.
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[personal profile] emikaelson 2020-06-01 11:02 pm (UTC)(link)
It takes Elijah a little time to calm down. There is so much coming at him all at once, and Kyle's question hits him like a ton of bricks. It just smacks him across his face and makes him really think. There are words immediately on his tongue, but he doesn't say them yet, because he wants to make sure that the promise is true-- but then he realizes that right now he can't lie.

Wiping his tears on Kyle's shirt, he turned and pressed a kiss to his lover's neck, and held him close as possible, wishing that they weren't wearing clothes suddenly so that they might be even closer. Skin to skin was an amazing intimacy that Elijah had recently grown accustomed to enjoying in this bed.

"Kyle," He whispered, barely breathing, because what was breath. Truth falling from his lips because it had to. They weren't texting anymore, and closer now it was nigh to impossible to keep anything from the man that he loved so dearly, not that Elijah had ever planned on it.

"Kyle..." He whispered again, and caressed his fingers down Kyle's chest, curling in the fabric of his shirt. "if he left, I would stay here. I meant what I said when I said I don't want to leave here. Even if everyone left- as long as you were here, it would be my home. You are my family, you are my home now. I know this. I have waited a thousand years for you and I will not give you up for any reason, not even Niklaus. I love him, and may have chosen to die with him in my world, but I'm not that person any longer. You wear my ring, and I wear yours."

A few tears ran down Elijah's face as he realized another truth. "I don't want to live at home, if I don't have you, so maybe it's better that I die." He barely said the words, not even sure if Kyle heard them, as horrible as they were, he couldn't deny them.

Elijah swallowed hard, and finally lifted his head to look at Kyle, scared of what he would see for some strange reason. "You don't have to ask me to choose, because I already did. The day I put the ring on your finger, the day I called you soulmate. I chose you Kyle Valenti. Body, Blood, and Soul, I chose you as mine."
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[personal profile] emikaelson 2020-06-02 08:37 pm (UTC)(link)
Blowing out another shaky breath he just hides himself in the hollow of his lover's embrace. There is nothing here, nothing on any planet, in any dimension that could ever force Elijah to leave Kyle. He will fight tooth and nail to keep what they have, and he will kill if he has to. Tonight though, tonight Elijah is just tired. He's had more truth pulled out of him than he's ever shared before in a thousand years of truth. Never has he been more honest with a world around him, than tonight and it's impossibly frightening to a vampire who has spent a lifetime building walls to protect himself.

"You are my home. You are my life. Body, blood, and soul. Forever." He says the last part of that a few times, like a little mantra of himself to keep him sane as he begins to review his conversation with Hayley, the worst part of the night itself. First he learned of his death, and then he learned the truth that she had been hiding. He felt so unworthy, and just really didn't want to go home to live more than anything, because he was the most unworthy soul. She was right, he broke his vow to her here-- not that he'd change what had happened. How could he when he had Kyle now. But, it made him so much less of the man he had always wanted to be.

Elijah never wanted to see that little truth thing again. It had all but ruined his life today, it had taken his happiness here, and his little honeymoon that he'd been enjoying and ripped it away. It had jammed him right back into his life in New Orleans with all the devilish creatures and truths he had to face about himself.

"I... I tried to kill Hayley. She's my wife, Kyle, and I abandoned her for you. I love you so much that I abandoned my wife. She said that I abandoned her there too. That I left my family, and ran off with another woman, left everyone behind. That I didn't even pick her in my mind. That I ran behind my red door and shut off the world and lived there, and tried to kill her in there. I can't... Kyle. I am a monster. How can you love me?" He blinks, looking at the one he loves more than anything. Pleading his life, and knowing that Kyle will still love him, even though Elijah is having a difficult time loving himself right now.