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[drmcsexy]

Not in the way you mean. I thought you didn't want to know about my sex life.

[He's lying but humor is easier than honesty without lying.]

Why only so-so?

[angrycowboy]

That is a bad way to remind me I should be asking you about quota, too.

[drmcsexy]

You offering, Mikey?

I graduated the other day. I got my official papers and everything. I'm a... whatever we are once we graduate. No more quota. Which is a good thing.

[angrycowboy]

You that excited to see me shirtless again??

I didn't realize that was a thing. No quota, after a year. I guess that's one silver lining.

[drmcsexy]

I have stared at your chest long enough I could pick your nipples out of a line up.

I knew someone out of the program that talked about it. It would be for the best right now though if I don't have to. I obviously can't trust myself. As a vampire or with my heart.

[angrycowboy]

You should be grateful, I make most guys take me out for dinner first.

You know just cause you're a vampire doesn't mean you have to buy in to Anne Rice levels of melodrama. You're gonna get through this. There's not one person out there for everyone, that's just romantic nonsense. Trust me.

[ Spoken by the guy who didn't get over Alex Manes for ten full years, and maybe never will. That's not the point: he still thinks people get more shots than one. ]

[drmcsexy]

Yeah, I guess I'm just special like that.

I've had two people in my life I've loved more than I can find words for. At least one of them is still my friend. This isn't being melodramatic. It's thinking that if I don't have control it's good I don't need to meet quota, that's all.

[And because there's very few people he's had sex with that he hasn't developed feelings for, but that's not the point. ]

[angrycowboy]

And you're sure that's all it is?

[ Michael isn't. But hey, whatever. Kyle can deal with his shit in his own time, so long as he actually deals with it. ]

[drmcsexy]

Nope, not sure at all but it's the easy way of dealing with it. Right now I'm just coping with the basics one at a time.

Living back at home. Marcus and I have talked. I'm going to talk to the supervisor at Haven about going back to work.

[angrycowboy]

Hey, that's great. You're a doctor, it's where you belong.

You and Marcus, you're okay?

[drmcsexy]

I'm glad to be getting back to it. I need that focus.

I guess. I don't know what to think. He's doing things for me and being kind and I don't get it. He wasn't here for me and I never required that in the contract.

[angrycowboy]

Well maybe he's just not an asshole, Valenti. That's always an option.

You gonna stick with him after the 3 months are up?

[drmcsexy]

It's what I would do, so I get that. I just don't want him feeling he has to. I would have taken the contract to help anyone.

I... I don't know. He deserves someone that hasn't attacked him, and I would guess he would find someone that would contract them both. I mean, it's what I would do in his place. So I don't know what's going to happen.

[angrycowboy]

How are things with him after that whole thing? He angry with you?

[drmcsexy]

No, not at all. Which sucks more. He should be angry. He's been helping me, trying to make sure I'm doing okay.

And not in that making sure I don't hurt him kind of way.

[angrycowboy]

He sounds like a good guy. I'm glad he doesn't blame you, personally. You didn't need that.

[drmcsexy]

Glad you and he agree on that.

He got as caught up in all of this as anyone, and not his fault this place made him love the man I thought I would be with forever or anything else that happened. That wasn't his fault.

[angrycowboy]

Yeah, but that doesn't make it less awkward as fuck, Kyle.

[drmcsexy]

It's been awkward from the start. I just didn't feel in a place where I could talk about that.

Now there's not much to do about it but try and make things easy for the time being.

[angrycowboy]

Yeah, well. It turns out to be more awkward than you want, give me a call
Pretty sure I can convince him to leave.

[drmcsexy]

You're a good man, Mikey. If it gets to that point, I will.

[angrycowboy]

Good. Cause you know, it's boring being a good man all the time.

[drmcsexy]

Awww, my very own knight in tarnished armor. I'm touched.

[angrycowboy]

What I'm here for.