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ᴅᴏᴄᴛᴏʀ ᴋʏʟᴇ ᴠᴀʟᴇɴᴛɪ ([personal profile] drmcsexy) wrote2029-04-18 12:57 pm

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[personal profile] deathoftheauthor 2021-05-30 02:47 am (UTC)(link)
It depends, I suppose, on what led you to that decision. I often wonder myself whether I would have been able to make any other choice, even knowing everything that would happen. I truly don't know.

It was entirely fair, yes. The entire interview was tape recorded... if there is any editorializing, it is merely to describe what it is like to see a vampire through human eyes.
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[personal profile] deathoftheauthor 2021-06-02 05:57 am (UTC)(link)
And I believe that I had made my choice before I even knew that there was any choice to make. At least we're the same breed of fool in that way.

How to put it? That boy saw me in the same way that many mortals imagine our kind: possibility made flesh. I wanted him to recognize me for the monster that I was, but in that task I failed miserably.
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[personal profile] deathoftheauthor 2021-06-04 07:27 pm (UTC)(link)
I came to it willingly. I was near death at the time - I thought I wanted that - and Lestat came to me and offered this eternal life instead.

A reason? I'm certain the boy thought he could do it all better than I had. That he could learn from my mistakes and not repeat my tragedies, and that the toll it took on me would never burden him.
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[personal profile] deathoftheauthor 2021-06-07 05:18 pm (UTC)(link)
A person does have to die to become what we are. It makes sense that it would be a thing done out of desperation and questionable judgment.

I found out much later that he was indeed turned, though it was not done by me. I left him next to death that night to show him what I was and he still was not deterred.
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[personal profile] deathoftheauthor 2021-06-09 07:55 am (UTC)(link)
My intention was to attack him, rather than to feed upon him for my own satisfaction. I suspect that is the reason why he lived, as I have only recently had any success with purposeful feeding.
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[personal profile] deathoftheauthor 2021-06-12 02:05 am (UTC)(link)
He did. And I still feel responsible for it.
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[personal profile] deathoftheauthor 2021-06-16 06:02 am (UTC)(link)
As we all are, in the end.
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[personal profile] deathoftheauthor 2021-06-19 06:34 am (UTC)(link)
A mistake is one thing, but knowing and purposeful evil is another.
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[personal profile] deathoftheauthor 2021-06-30 03:05 am (UTC)(link)
Then at the very least it was unthinking evil, done in service of my own misery. I didn't think of him at all when I used him as my makeshift confessional... I never even asked the boy his name. He would have gone on living his life never knowing that he shared the world with things like me.

And I went on to kill again, just as I always had.

You shouldn't be so quick to absolve me.
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[personal profile] deathoftheauthor 2021-07-05 10:52 pm (UTC)(link)
You're a kind man, Kyle.